hmmm...I never liked games like Doom...I dont enjoy dark side movies and games, for me its not an art. Walk around with guns and killing all around-looks so empty and primitive. Work hard and one day you can get to DreamWorks Animations or Pixar...one day. I think you can use CG more then just in games and movies. You can create comercials, presentations, some shors for TV houses, arhitecture, medicine research... Good luck, I hope your parents will find understanding for your ambition as I am also sure they only wish the very best for you...it takes some tome to realise that. Model some digital flowers and give them to your Mum...lol!