Dont wish things, you gotta just disobey and do what you love to do. I quit 3D and Im going to take up business and online investing so I can fund my new 3D movie, I believe that trying to get a decent 3D job is not going to work for the harder working artists so Im taking a different route. If ever there is someone in my shoes in the future, I suggest trying to find time to figure out your entire existence and goals, for example if the "need" out weighs the "struggle" then look into different opportunities or find others that will support your lifestyle.