Sorry If You Took That Wrong.
Im sorry I didnt mean to sound angry and I did know about the monthy subscribtion. And Unfortunatly I dont get paid enough and I cannot write off my job expenses. I would have quit along time ago but I love my job. Anyway thats besides the point. I work for a very small business and I feel what I am paid can pay my bills. Anyway thanks for your suggestions. And you're right, it is pretty sad that I work in the 3D industry and cannot even afford to pay for training.
I work too much.