i hear that mate.., stay cool.., this time is worse than being at uni.., more stress ect.., i know you dont need my advice.., but do not be discouraged.., keep trying for work.., dont do what i did.., get scared.., lose confidence.., throw it all in the too hard basket and go back to college.

make that reel .., as jay would say (or Russel ).., 'win the crowd, give them something they have never seem before'.., i know you can do it. 10 sec of great stuff will win over one min of mediocre.

(maybe Jay or one the mods will throw some work your way or an introduction ) (he is gonna kill me for that )

we have a forum here of pros called 'DLF' and lists jobs daily.., maybe you have that there??