Hey,
i myself also think that you have to do something that you want to do. If your hart is not at that place there is now piont in saying that it is, because the fact is that it is not. This is something that you have to think and talk about, because the only one that can make your future is you. So make it one that you will like.

I myself live in holland (The netherland) and am also 18 years old. I am having a problem similar to yours. I myself also want to get in the 3d indutrie and attend a school for that. But in holland there is no school that has that. In my country it isnt big. So i am thinking of going to a school in england or america to studie 3d. Only i dont know where, because i never been to england or america. But i realy want to attend a school.

Do you guys have an sugestion?