HI (genius)PPL from all over the world,

I dono how to explain my problem but..i ll tell wat i was looking for....I m tyring to create a text " MAY " and i want particles in the shape of MAY. Some thin like pick shape and particles will pour into the shape tightly. so that i can thn apple gravity field to them and make them fall . some how i aceived it...by using text command and applying Emit from object particles took the shape of the text but they were in pattern of the polygonal vertex. i want randomised particle filling in the text shape so when i look at the text I should clearly read it as MAY.....I belive...there must be some intelligent way of doing this....particle text...

helpp????