nem...I know right now it seems like you wont ever feel right again, as I once felt like that, but believe me mate, you will be fine, you will find a new chat buddy..

these things happen in life...

one day when I was in middle school, my girlfriend left to go to another school, I was soooo guted, felt sick for weeks, didnt see her for like 10 years!!

Then one day while having a few beers with my mates in the local town I see this girl and yep...it was her!! couldnt believe it!!

so needless to say: old kev didnt waste time in chatting his old girly up and ... we had a great night

so.. dont fear my man nem... there is always a bright side to everything