thanks for cheering up...
I decided to restart but then I found a file which I saved. The basic shape of the head.
https://forums.simplymaya.com/attachm...=&postid=53085

I started at this point again but I didnt get anything good.

Today was a wonderful day. I was sitting outside. Clear weater.
Good temperatures. Then I had the freaking idea to put my laptop and model a bit outside. and....suddenly...I made some updates...and I am happy with them. I am still working on the eyelid and the nose: