It shows character that you not take the easy way and it will be a loss for Bulgaria if people like you will leave it. It will create a climate of hopelessness and in a climate such as this criminal organisations thrive. I understand your desire to leave and get a better life somewhere else, so i try not to judge you, but surely you have some younger relatives maybe even some children of your own, they need rolemodels that showw them a hard but correct way instead of the easy way? I mean you guys are in the europian union, for all it's other flaws it will drag bulgaria from the shadow protecting it give them a strong currency which benefits export and trade in general and in the long run your country will get a bit richer whilest the rich countries get a bit poorer leveling everything out. Crime and corruption will drop in my believe since those things stem from poverty and lack of futureprospect.